Here we go again!! Took my Clomid pill about an hour ago. Heart is starting to race, and I'm really thirsty. I'm really optimistic today. Worked out and got a good sweat in, before the pills really kick in.
I'm debating on dating. Off topic I know, but you know, being alone through all this sucks. Not really sure how the dynamics will work, but I'm going to just put myself out there. I've met a few people who know what I'm going through, and surprisingly, they haven't run screaming. Now, I haven't been out yet, because I'm truly unsure of how I feel. I'm scared to get hurt. That is the main reason. That's usually the reason, but in a way, it's not just about me. Granted, I'm not pregnant yet, but it's gonna happen. I'm positive (today anyway)
I've been so focused on getting pregnant, that I've shut myself in. I miss flirting and being around guys. I miss the banter. I've always enjoyed being around the fellas anyway. I'm going to do it! Just talked myself into it, by writing about it. Ok, maybe not dating, but a few friends never hurt anyone. I'll just take it slow and be myself. What's the worst that can happen, that I haven't already been through??
