After the most fantastic Friday night with 50 or so of my closest friends, I woke up to AF showing her ugly face. So it's official that my fourth IUI cycle failed, and I will now be moving on to IVF.
I'm having a pity party today on my couch. :) it's hard because I honestly thought I would be pregnant by now. It's been an emotional past several months, and I have nothing to show for it. Now I'm getting close to the end of this journey and I'm scared that it won't work.
Saturday, September 01, 2012
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Update.
Well, it's not looking good for the home team. Negative pregnancy tests :( Just waiting for AF to show her bitchy self, and then we move on.
I'm not going to be too upset. Ok, going to try and not be that upset. This weekend, is bringing in old friends, to Lawton. I'm going to eat, drink and be merry. Lot's of laughter is in store. Once everyone is gone, I can get a good cry in. Then it's time for the next step. IVF
I'm ready. It's what has to be done, and I'm going to just take it day by day. Yes, I'm scared. I'm on the last step of this process. But, I'm hopeful and optimistic.
I'm not going to be too upset. Ok, going to try and not be that upset. This weekend, is bringing in old friends, to Lawton. I'm going to eat, drink and be merry. Lot's of laughter is in store. Once everyone is gone, I can get a good cry in. Then it's time for the next step. IVF
I'm ready. It's what has to be done, and I'm going to just take it day by day. Yes, I'm scared. I'm on the last step of this process. But, I'm hopeful and optimistic.
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