ARGH! Time is literally going backwards for me. Waiting for two weeks should be an easy thing, no? I'm not myself lately. Had a fender bender day before yesterday, where I rear ended a lady. Then this morning, I almost hit a car backing out of my driveway. For anyone that knows me, this is very out of character. Wednesday was my first wreck, with another car. I'm a very good driver, who is aware of what everyone is doing. The hormones are really doing a number on me. Yesterday, I delivered some cookies to a flower shop, then took a look around. They had a section with baby clothes, and I started crying. Just looking at them and wondering if I will ever hold my own child. The feeling was so powerful and overwhelming. Had to leave quickly, and pull it together. Staying positive is hard some days. I put on a happy front, but inside I'm in turmoil. For everyone else, it's easy to say "don't worry", or "it will happen". Trying to not have any stress, seems to cause stress. :)
Only 12 more days till I should know if I'm pregnant or not. Please oh please let me be pregnant!!
God is on ur side Starr I promise you. Have just the faith of a mustard seed. I know its easier said than done but God is all knowing and all powerful and he will give u the desires of your heart. I love you karen
ReplyDeleteWaiting impatiently with you. Love you!!
ReplyDeleteAhhhh!!! I can only say I know how you feel ;) patience is really a virtue pooh on that!
ReplyDeleteI can not imagine how you feel Starr! I do know that you have a lot of support and I drove wreckless when my hormones were surging and I was pregnant. I am praying for you and hope you find out good news soon.
ReplyDeleteMy darling Starr, you are one in all the universe. I am with you, I want your happiness and for you to soar. I am but your father here on earth. Our Father knows . Ya I don't like not being in control either. But that is the way of us who believe . Love Dad
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