12 DPI

Pregnancy test still negative.  Each morning, I jump up to POAS (pee on a stick) only to be confronted by a BFN ( big freaking negative).  I'm super emotional, and I don't know if it's because I'm about to start my period, or if all the hormones that have invaded my body this past month.  Today is the 16 year anniversary of my divorce, which normally makes me smile.  Today, I'm especially nostalgic.  Not because I miss him, but I miss the idea of having someone love me.  He definitely didn't, and most of the guys that I've wasted my time on haven't, but there is still a chance that someone, someday, will choose me.  Not holding my breath though.  :)

Ok, that's about all that is going on.  Just trying to stay sane.  Easier said than done this week.