Friday, April 19, 2013

Random thoughts

I've been doing pretty good lately.  Since returning from Ireland, and having a trip to Vegas thrown in there, I'm now back to a pretty boring schedule, that looks the same day after day after day.  Surprisingly, it doesn't bother me though.  It's a controlled schedule, and I actually look forward to each part of it.  My favorite part is my morning workout, then the lunch right after :) 

Finally saw my sister in law's pregnant belly.  I had been avoiding it, because I didn't want the reminder of what I should look like.  I touched her belly, because that is my nephew in there.  Not going to lie though, I went home and cried that night.  No matter the hurt that I have, life goes on, and I can't avoid it forever.

Speaking of babies, I have 3 baby showers in the next two weeks.  2 on one day, these people are trying to kill me.  I'm sure there is going to be some more nights of crying :) I'm truly happy for all of them.

Working out is going great.  Each day, I feel stronger and more excited about the changes going on with my body. 

Men!  Bleh and blah!  Still on the hunt, the prowl :)  My soul mate is probably out there banging other people.  JERK!  I'll make sure to remind him of that fact everyday, if he ever makes his way to me.

Today is the 18th anniversary of the OKC bombing.  It's unreal to me, that the time has gone by that fast.  I remember that day so well.

Life is starting to pick up the pace it seems.  I'm just trying to keep up.  :)