Time, what is time?

ARGH!  Time is literally going backwards for me.  Waiting for two weeks should be an easy thing, no?  I'm not myself lately.  Had a fender bender day before yesterday, where I rear ended a lady.  Then this morning, I almost hit a car backing out of my driveway.  For anyone that knows me, this is very out of character.  Wednesday was my first wreck, with another car.  I'm a very good driver, who is aware of what everyone is doing.  The hormones are really doing a number on me.  Yesterday, I delivered some cookies to a flower shop, then took a look around.  They had a section with baby clothes, and I started crying.  Just looking at them and wondering if I will ever hold my own child.  The feeling was so powerful and overwhelming.  Had to leave quickly, and pull it together.  Staying positive is hard some days.  I put on a happy front, but inside I'm in turmoil.  For everyone else, it's easy to say "don't worry", or "it will happen".  Trying to not have any stress, seems to cause stress.  :) 

Only 12 more days till I should know if I'm pregnant or not.  Please oh please let me be pregnant!!

The best laid plans. :)

So, the new baby daddy will be here tomorrow, but I won't be using him.  My body kicked into to doing things naturally and I had my LH surge on Friday night at 9:30.  Had to page the doctor and be up there early Saturday morning for insemination.  It was crazy.  Last month my body did not react this way.  I had to give myself the shot in order to ovulate.  Nope not this month.  Just insemination.  So, I have no idea how my body responded to the Clomid this time.  Last month, I had four follicles, this month we are working blind.  :)  fingers crossed.

I love making plans and finding out, there is something else for me.  It always makes me laugh, and knocks me down a peg or two.  Reminds me who's really in charge.

So, 2ww in full effect.