I've heard this song a million times, since I bought the album. It has so much more meaning for me now.
Today confirmed that your heart quit beating. I knew it was coming, but it still did not lesson the blow. There was still hope buried deep inside me, that you would surprise us all. I know that it was not meant to be, and you were needed somewhere else. I want to thank you for the couple of months I had with you. You changed my life, even if I only knew you a short time. I was making plans for us, for you really. Thinking about the sports or dance lessons you'd take. Thinking how much smarter than me, you were going to be. I wondered if your eyes would be blue like mine, or if you would take after your dad. I was imagining what it would be like, to hold you for the first time. I tried to imagine, what your cry would sound like. I wanted to see my parents hold you, and imagine that's what it looked like, when they held me. I will miss you like crazy. I love you
